| I tried to be mad for so long, yet I knew it wouldn't last forever. It's just hard to see you so happy in your new life, the happiest I've seen you since I was little. No more of those days where we can't seem to do anything to please you, at least not as many. But the thing is you are happy, a lot more then I ever thought I'd see. God gave me that night, to see, to see how in some odd way we all needed this...how odd. The thing I was so angry about, is actually the thing that brings me closer to my parents and more so to God. |
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| More and more these days
I find that I must remind
myself to
Smile.
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| Will I loose my dignity?
Will someone care?
Will I wake tomorrow from this nightmare? Lord, when did I become so numb? Please help me feel again. Amen |
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| Yet again my world comes crashing down around me. Lord please help us.... |
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| A year came and went...and I didn't even notice the day. |
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